Thursday, September 24th, 2009
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12:41 pm
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Aerin84 (12:38:13 PM): ifyou had changed my internet into german, i would have learned it in three days
chrisbarryrocks (12:38:53 PM): except you'd only know words like cat and fluffy and cheeseburger
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( indulge the fantasy )
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Monday, May 18th, 2009
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5:02 pm - Tales of the Gay Boyfriend
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Chris: Why do I have mariah carey heartbreaker stuck in my head
Ava: how do you even know that song?
I don't even know that song.
Chris: yeah you do
its a few years old
Ava: .....really don't.
Chris: jay z is in it
Ava: ....who is jay z?
(j/k)
but seriously tho.
Chris: its the video when they're in the movie theatre
Ava: why am I the one listening to goldfinger, and you're the one linking me to mariah carey?
Chris: you don't know that song??
rly?
Ava: its sorta familiar?
Chris: omg where were you in 1999
Ava: listening to goldfinger. still.
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( indulge the fantasy )
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Friday, April 17th, 2009
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3:23 pm
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Ava: i hate people who think they are smart, but aren't
ChrisBarry: that's everyone
Ava: wiseass.
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( indulge the fantasy )
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Wednesday, April 15th, 2009
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1:03 am
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Wednesday, April 1st, 2009
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10:36 am - Hope is the thing with feathers
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Hope is the thing with feathers
That perches in the soul,
And sings the tune–without the words,
And never stops-at all,
And sweetest in the gale is heard;
And sore must be the storm
That could abash the little bird
That kept so many warm.
I’ve heard it in the chillest land,
And on the strangest sea;
Yet, never, in extremity,
It asked a crumb of me.
— Emily Dickinson
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( indulge the fantasy )
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Thursday, February 12th, 2009
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4:00 pm - How to tell you aren't dating another grad student:
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ChrisBarry: haha you go to the lectures for the food?
Aerin84: thats 80% of what grad school is about
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( indulge the fantasy )
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Thursday, February 5th, 2009
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12:47 pm - I'm dating a celebrity!
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Ava: im concerned
Ava: my favorite nkotb was jonathan, and my favorite n'sync member was lance.
Ava: they've both since come out of the closet.
Ava:.....anything YOU need to share?
Chris: ...i'm not in a boy band
Chris: (shit howd she find out)
Chris: i'm the oldest jonas brother.
Ava: hahaha. i love you
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( indulge the fantasy )
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Saturday, January 24th, 2009
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3:27 pm
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Thursday, December 18th, 2008
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2:54 pm
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Aerin84 (2:53:59 PM): i havent had coffee yet, so i sorta want to bang my head violently against the wall
chrisbarry (2:54:19 PM): i have a feeling that would have the opposite effect that you're hoping for
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( indulge the fantasy )
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2:52 am
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The holly and the ivy when they are both full grown
Of all the trees that are in the wood, the holly bears the crown
Oh, the rising of the sun and the running of the deer
The playing of the merry organ, sweet singing in the choir
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( indulge the fantasy )
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Saturday, December 6th, 2008
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1:11 pm
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To see you coming 'round the bend
I just can't think of anything that could make me smile like you can
When you're coming 'round the bend, noooo
I've been in love a time or two before
And all of that experience allows me to be sure
That you're the one
Sure as darkness brings the rising sun
To see you coming 'round the bend
I just can't think of anything that could make me smile like you can
When you're coming 'round the bend, noooo
We both share the trials of the road
Cursing all the miles and the nights we spend alone
But then I smile
You've been waiting for me all the while
To see you coming 'round the bend
I just can't think of anything that could make me smile like you can
When you're coming 'round the bend
I know the sun could hide behind the clouds for days
And I've walked down crowded streets and never seen a smiling face
And times like those, I'll just close my eyes and picture when
I'll see you coming 'round the bend
I just can't think of anything that could make me smile like you can
When you're coming 'round the bend
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( indulge the fantasy )
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2:10 am
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I feel like somewhere along the way I lost a huge part of me.
Or maybe it was who I wanted to be. Or who I was becoming.
I just know that at times I am so poignently aware of what is missing. And it hurts, like..... in this big hollow empty way, because I know I want or wanted more, or it to all be different, and instead, I think i've reached the point where I will never be able to go backwards and get it back without feeling contrived, or constructed. I can't even fully articulate what's missing, but there's a certain essence or sense/indentification of self that I possessed once that I don't feel anymore, and I want it back. Desperately.
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( 2 shattered illusions | indulge the fantasy )
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Tuesday, November 18th, 2008
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12:24 am
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Friday, November 14th, 2008
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11:18 pm - Brought to you by: My boyfriend's cat
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9:13 pm
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Put it in perspective
Put it in perspective
Put it in perspective
It's been a long
And uphill journey
Getting
To where I am today
It's been real tough
And I'm still learning
That workin' hard's
The only way
For happiness
In this life
Success and things
Must sacrifice
For success
With your desires
You just gotta aim high
You gotta
Put it in perspective
Put it in perspective
You gotta
Put it in perspective
(Yes, you do)
Put it in perspective
The road
I had me
Was so winding
Reaching
Where I had to go
It wasn't easy
For me finding
It's not what you are
But who you know
But for happiness
In this life
Success and things
Must sacrifice
For success
With your desires
You just gotta aim high
You gotta
Put it in perspective
Put it in perspective
You gotta
Put it in perspective
(Yes, you do)
Put it in perspective
Oh, bend your minds
And you will surely see
That everyday
There's a new opportunity
Oh
Put it in perspective
Put it in perspective
(Put it in perspective)
Put it in perspective
Put it in perspective
You gotta
Put it in perspective
You gotta
Put it in perspective
(Put it in perspective)
You gotta
Put it in perspective
Put it in perspective
Put it in perspective
(Put it in perspective)
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( indulge the fantasy )
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Wednesday, November 5th, 2008
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12:54 am
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So I totally burst into hysterical laughing and started bawling as soon as he won Pennsylvania.
I knew I cared. I've been raised and bred to care, but I didn't realize I cared like that. Seriously. We're talking hysterical happiness. Like you see in movies and crazy people.
But it was such a good feeling, and I need those these days. I really really need those.
Also: WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
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( 1 shattered illusion | indulge the fantasy )
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Friday, October 31st, 2008
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3:41 pm
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Monday, September 22nd, 2008
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10:14 pm - Heroes
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Saturday, September 20th, 2008
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12:18 am - yaaar
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Friday, June 20th, 2008
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10:37 pm
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